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hello
My name is Catherine
I have not been here in too long
I guess i don't really deserve to come back
i don't deserve to expect the anyone here still knows or cares about me
I made more art
I have gotten way better too
I paint now
I write a lot
I have more friends
New friends
I've had a crush
and I've been crushed
I have stressed and cried and cried and hated and cried some more
i felt sad today
in fact, I've felt sad for the last few todays
thats why im here
i needed to remember other times
it hasnt really made me much happier, rude of me to say, i know
i read through some of my old journals and to be quite frank, thoug
-derps all over your screen-
Wow. First journal I have done in a really long time.
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actually....
i havn't done a journal
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SINCE LAST YEAR!!! //slappedwithchair
hehe, ya, I'm a comedic genius as of 2015 ~chiblushplz (https://www.deviantart.com/chiblushplz) jk
im cringe-worthy
but seriously, I kinda miss 2014 you guys ;3; This whole new year thing feels weird and strange and it makes me think about my future and I justcantevenpicturemehavingafutureaaaaaah -hyperventilates- I dunno. It's just. Odd. Its a new year. Last year is gone. ITS NEVER GONNA BE 2014 AGAIN. EVER.
watcher: -slow sarcastic clapping- well done. pointing out the obvious. I guess 2015 hasn't gifted you with anything but stu
I'm going to delete this. I suck.
Eugh, do you ever just get fed up of working hard and not reaping any rewards? I'm so irritated. Im sick of eating healthily, running 1.5-2km every morning and not losing a scarp of weight. I'm sick of feeling so ugly that all I want to do is stay in my pyjamas and hide under my duvet until Christmas. I'm so angry about being jealous of all my skinny friends and I'm even more angry that my self image is on my mind so much that I would prefer to shove my fingers down my throat and be skinny rather than be the relatively healthy weight I am. I hate hating myself but I just am not able to love myself. I mean, I have gotten way fitter, in fact I
Tagged! Plus life update but not really thingie
Ok so, if you just wanna read the tag, skip the next paragraph because I get a little sidetracked down there ;)
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Ok, so, firstly I want to apologize for being so distant online recently, I know it's super sucky of me but I just hope you guys can forgive me, and of course that you haven't forgotten me because that would literally be soul crushing ;3; I'm gonna try super hard to draw more and upload more frequently, I dunno, would any of you like to see some drawing from my Junior Cert Art Project? It's not like most of the things I post but if you're interested be sure to comment! In other news, I recently go
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Neko-Chan....you spend too much time on this...WAAAAY too much time........